Wall-E!

Okay~ this is gonna be one short post. seriously. a short one.

ignore the pic. that was just mainly for decoration as according to the theme... short? okay, this is a random post. deal with it.

so i was watching Wall-E on Disney with my nephew and all, and i remembered coming across this one cute picture of Wall-E characters drawn as humans/animes/cartoons. And they're really cute too!

this picture was taken from deviantart, drawn by SchifferCake. Click at the picture to go to the original url of this great pic!

I love how the characters were drawn, the artist caught the expression well and the designs are matching and appropriate! Lovely aren't they?? (^___^)

Just thought that I should share this awesome picture with you guys! 

Well that's it! Told ya it's gonna be a short post. See you guys around!

Finally! An update!!

Hey guys! It's been a long time since I last updated this blog. Yes, I know I use this sentence quite a number of times -well actually like, every time i write a new post- but like I always said, whatever~ (>__<)

I don't really have anything to say... aside from that I had just gone through a hellish week of exams a few weeks back, an adventure -somewhat- of going back home, had some rest and some mishaps during the first few weeks of hols, hanging out and catching up with my best friends.... okay, that's actually quite a lot.

Okay okay, I admit it. I was lazy. Yes, the contagious disease that affects every people especially students that had suffered through exams and are currently resting their days off. I don't see many people updating their blogs either. But i have to admit that i had it worse, since i hadn't update it for... a month.

I would have let the record of not updating go on for a bit longer, but i had an unexpected visitor today... and well, he asked me; why haven't i been updating my blog?

so.. here it is!

yes, the pic has to be big.

Well it's a bit late to actually be talking about exams... but deal with it. this is going to be one long post.

1st Topic: Exams.

  

My exams started on the... well actually I don't remember, and I've deleted the exam schedules... but i think it started on 19th, with the paper Islamic Studies. No, I'm not going to tell you guys whether I'm confident with how I answered my papers. They are more or less... the same. Okay, I lie. They're difficult! All of 'em! Especially vector calc! 

I'm not gonna prattle on exams any longer, talking about them just... ruin my mood. Therefore, a summary!

I took 5 papers during the exam weeks, and they are:

Islamic Studies

Vector Calculus

Engineering Fluid Mechanics

Solid Mechanics

Geomatic

Ok. That's all you need to know. No more talking about exams. No more. Fullstop. What? Exams? What the heck is that? Whatever are you talking about? I know nothing about exams. Lalalalallalalalalala...

Okay.

NEXT!

2nd Topics: Packing up and going back home.

If you ask me about moments that I hate most... that would be waiting, rushing, and packing. And maybe some others. But these 3 are among the ones that I hate and encounter most. Waiting, for obvious reasons; who would like to wait and waste their time waiting when they can actually use the precious time for something more productive?? Especially when we're waiting for things or someone that have invalid reasons such as sleeping in and taking their own sweet time to get ready. Hello? You're not the only one that have other things to do then meeting up with someone else, like me. I have tons of better things or work to do too. Yes, this statement is based on personal experience.

And rushing is not a favorite. I especially hate to rush or making anyone wait. Partly because when I rush, I would usually forget things and it often becomes a "too little too late" situations. They sucks. And the other... because I would feel guilty. I hate waiting for others, so why would I make others wait? So rushing is a no-no.  In the end, it's better for for the world if everyone is punctual and always be on time. Everyone will be happy then. The End.

And I just realized I haven't even started on packing and going home yet.

Packing... is the most torturous part of all three. I absolutely hate and loathe packing up or unpacking. As long as it have the word "pack" i would usually hate it. 

Yes... pack yourself up... into the doom...  >:(

I would loveeee to never pack at all for my whole life, but i travel a lot (to utp and back forth) and sometimes when i'm going on vacation or visit my relatives... packing is a necessity, unless i am actually willing to buy new things everytime i'm gone. that wouldn't be a problem... if i'm rich. as it is, my wallet is getting empty and i have no other choice but to wait for my scholarship money. ugh. money...money...money... money isn't everything! everything is money, but money is definitely not everything! (desperate attempt to look away from the reality. but it is true!) money definitely can't buy health, love, and family. (>__<) do not compare the real life to those freaking dramas on tv. They are all lies. Lies, I tell you.

Okayyy.. back to the topic (i seriously ran off the topic a lot). i started packing on 30th nov, the final day for my paper Geomatic (wait, what paper? exam? i can't hear ya~~) in the evening, like 2pm. then i packed and watched movie/tv series/read fanfic (in short, distracted) then packed and distracted and packed and so on.... till i fell asleep at 5pm. yes, you can imagine that i didn't actually pack much at that point. 

woke up at 6 something, and rolled around on the bed, wondering and reminiscing, showered and prayed... until almost 9pm. and yes, i still didn't pack much at all. then i started to get serious! (*cough cough*) i began to pack (while getting distracted still) until 2am! i slept for 3 hours to replenish my packing energy before waking up early where the sun was still having some relaxing time before checking in for work. i continued to pack and pack (must kill the word 'pack'...) and finally when i was done boxing everything up, it's time for...! (yet another torturous moment) to carry down the boxes and bags from the 4th floor to the common room of the opposite block that acts as the storeroom. 

and get this. I got to move 4 boxes and 4 luggages plus one mat and pail with waste basket, and all these stuffs just for the storeroom. i still got another one luggage bag and one of those large bags that are sold at RM10 and below (i don't really know how to explain it, but the bags are like sacks) and it was freaking heavy! i felt like my shoulder would suddenly fall off or got dislocated for shouldering the bag (can't help it, the 'sack' bag was too large that i would actually be dragging it on the floor if i didn't shoulder it.). it was a nightmareeeeeeeee.....

thankfully i got to finish moving all the things and freshen up in time before meeting my friends (while still shouldering the bags... and did i mention that i was carrying another laptop bag on my back? no? then yes, i carried 3 bags with me) for breakfast. we had some breakfast, but started moving really late at 9.13am (more or less)

my train was at 9.29am, and you know how the KTM can be very punctual. my friend drove like mad and he was speeding all the way to the station. but the sad thing was, we didn't make it. by the time my watch reads 9.30am, i knew with all my heart that i had missed the train (and we were still on the way to the station). sometimes punctuality can be a problem. if i was taking a bus, i wouldn't have flushed down my ticket money down the drain! since you know, buses are very very bad at being on time. 

i take it back. i love punctuality. the train isn't wrong, we were the ones at fault. we should have gone there earlier instead of speeding at the last minute. and besides, i had enough of waiting for the bus for an hour and more. they're really testing my patience.

Time is gold. Be punctual people. Punctual.

Anyway, i was lucky enough that my friends were on their way back to their home, which is Melaka, by the way. So instead of stopping at the station and be hit by reality that I had missed the train, we carried on forward with Melaka as the destination. Well actually mine was Restoran Jejantas Sungai Buloh. yes. an R&R. they weren't gonna enter KL, so the best that they could send me to is this R&R. It's a good thing this R&R isn't that far away from my place.

So i arrived at the R&R at around 11.30am. and surprise surprise... my sister wasn't getting out until lunch break. i lazed around the R&R (which, by the definition of carrying 3 heavy bags, wasn't that far), mostly sitting at one of the restaurant tables for an hour and half. it was such a relief when she finally arrived; i was getting sore carrying the bags. It's a shame that my sister had to immediately went back to work after dropping me home. It was just a short lunch break after all. i spent the entire day at home, mostly alone, until my sis-in-law came with my nephew. well, i was just glad that i finally got home and get the burden of bags off my shoulders.

the next day, i was sore all over. packing and moving is definitely not fun.

sore all over... aauh damn...

wow. what a surprise. i actually have plenty and a lot more things to tell! what a... surprise... i was actually thinking about how i didn't have much things to tell... apparently, i was wrong!

but this post has gotten long enough, i might continue writing the rest tomorrow... or the day after tomorrow... or whenever... if i got motivated. :P

so... see you guys around! and happy holidays to all!

and bones, here's an update as promised! (^___^) it's a lil bit late... but i did say 'tonight', and it's not the 15th morning yet! So...! a comment please? ehehehe...

And Then We Kiss...

This is a random post, bla bla bla. I'm just posting this for this kind of 'meme' thing.

As for the picture? That's just me messing with you guys. But seriously, what were you guys thinking when you read the title and the picture came up!?!?! Get your head out of the gutter man! Hahahaha.. 

Okay let's start this thing. (>___<)

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Put your music library on shuffle. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough. Ok, go! When you're done, tag 20 people in this note, and make sure to tag the person who sent you this. The answer to #20 is the Title of your notes.

♪ ♩ ♫

1.If someone says, “Is this okay?” you say
Amethyst Remembrance

Katou Yuka (Yami no Matsuei)

remember purple. hehe..

2. How would you describe yourself?
Uchi he Kaerou (So Let’s Head Home)
Nana Mizuki (Tales of Symphonia)
Everytime you see me you'll think of home. Lol.

3. What do you like in a girl? -isn't it supposed to be a boy? whatever.-
Peace of Mind
Angela (Soukyuu no Fafner)

4. How do you feel today?
Love ~ destiny ~
Ayumi Hamasaki

5. What is your life’s purpose?
Find The Way
Nakashima Mika (Gundam Seed)
Finding my path is my purpose... isn't that the same thing? lol.

6. What's your motto?
Salva Nos (Save us)
Kaida Yuriko (Noir)

7. What do your friends think of you?
Broken Wings
Tomoko Tane (Trinity Blood)

Wow. when did I get myself a pair of wings? I guess this means i'm dysfunctional. hahaha.

8. What do you think of your parents?
Hikari (Light)
Elisa (Nabari No Ou)
Parents are light. Very true, and very fitting. :)

9. What do you think about very often?
Hishoku no Sora (Scarlet Sky)
Mami Kawada (Shakugan no Shana)
Err.. that's scary. Doom n war much?

10. What is 2 + 2?
Ryuusei Miracle (Shooting Star Miracle)
Ikimonogakari (Ayakashi Ayashi)
Extremely out of topic!

11. What do you think of your best friend(s)?
Realize
Nami Tamaki (Gundam Seed)

Uum... what?

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Kimi wa Majutsushi? (Are you a sorcerer?)

Sharaq-q (Orphen)
WTH!? ROTFLOL!!!!

13. What is your life story?
Careful
Paramore

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Bakusou Yumeuta (A Song of Roaring Dreams)
Diggy-MO (Soul Eater)
(=__=)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Namo Shirenu Hana (Anonymous Flower)
The Indigo (Ai Yori Aoshi)

UUuuuu...

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Kaze no Machi e (To the Town of Wind)
FictionJunction Keiko (Tsubasa Chronicle)

At least it's a slow song...

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Hikari no Shiruetto (The Light’s Silhouette)
Souichiro Hoshi (Shining Tears x Wind)

Title? Very fitting. Song? A little bit too happy-like.

18. What is your biggest fear?
Bright down
Nami Tamaki (D.Gray-Man)

OMG I'm afraid of light and brightness!! Ha!

19. What is your biggest secret?
Suashi (Bare Feet)
Akino (Sousei no Aquarion)
Err... don't look at my bare feet or I'll kill you?

20. What will you post this as?
Sondemotte Kiss (And Then We Kiss)
7HOUSE (Orphen)

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And that's the end of it, ladies and gentleman! It's very random I know. And you guys have no idea how freaking annoying it was to get a translation of the songs' title. Serve me right I guess. Too many japanese songs in my archive.

But seriously, the one question that I still can't stop laughing at is Q12. Like WTH!? "Are you a sorcerer?" That's gotta be the most random but very fitting answer ever! I can't stop laughing even now! Hahahahah!

So um... I'm tagging anyone who reads this post. Go on! Get to it now!!

Peace and out. See you guys around. 

Great & Lucky!

Hey everyone! I am currently in a good mood! 

I finished reading a book, I received my mail order, I finished my assignments early...

and what's more?? i'm stuffed and happy!

Life is good...

So let's get this post started with all the good things that happened.

First, the book. The book i've been reading this past... few days was 'Vampire Academy: Blood Promise'

. 

yeah i know what you guys are thinking : "Oh no, not another girly vampire romance books!"

To my defense, this book is certainly not your average vampire stories like oh, 'Twilight' or 'Vampire Diaries' that mostly FOCUSES on the love triangle between a girl and two hot vampire guys. or a werewolf. shapeshifter actually. doesn't matter. 

anyway, no! this book is NOT about a childish and overly typical love triangle stories between a human girl and two supernatural beings. that's getting pretty old, fast. i mean it. The heroine in this story is certainly not weak, since she's the one that trains to protect her best friend. the story is pretty complicated and i'm not sure if i should drag on summarizing about it when most of you don't care. you can even get the summaries online and clearer on your own if you want to.

Well.. it does focus on love too, but at least it's not a love triangle. and the story's plot twist in such way that the lovers are in a stalemate against each other. 'kill or die' situation. so yeah. it's definitely better than twilight.

So this Blood Promise book is the fourth of the series, and i've yet to read the fifth and sixth books, which i think aren't out yet. i've read this book in less than 2 days, which is pretty slow if i do say so myself, considering i had finished reading the first three books in 2 days. well, it was the beginning of semester back then, so i wasn't as busy, and the assignment were very lacking in numbers.

if any of you like reading something that includes adventure, supernatural stuff, fantasy and well... romance, then go for it. this is the stuff for you. =)

Next!

Mail Order.

Last Monday, November 1st, I was promoted by my friend of an online shop in facebook; Airzone Shoppe. This shop mostly sell watches online, and pretty cheap too considering the branded designs. Well, keep in your mind that these things are replica. they're NOT original, and seriously, do you really think people would sell expensive branded ORIGINAL items by mail order? with the risk of it getting damaged or lost? Definitely, NO. 

anyway, i bought, or ordered two watches from this shop. yeah. two. i used to own a watch, a black Nike watch. then one day when i got back home, my cute nephew saw my watch and ask very very extremely cutely; "Maksu...amir nak pinjam watch maksu... please?" and so with him being soooo undeniably cute, i can only say "sure."

so i let him. and later when i went downstairs, i found my watch missing from his wrist and it was nowhere to be found~~

granted my watch is still somewhere within the house.. searching for a small item (even worse, black in color) is NOT fun. i may have the time to search for it during this incoming semester break, but as it is, i am currently watch-less. during the final exams even. that is very disadvantageous; not knowing the time while answering the paper. it might contribute to failure in getting good marks since the answering plan was done poorly. because of what? because of the absence of watch! you can't plan the time without knowing the time.

so long story short (it's already pretty long actually) i bought two new watches from the facebook, and here they are!

for casual purposes.

for events and occasions.

i already received the items, and they're pretty satisfactory. well, looks and appearances aside, the most important aspect is for them to function and show the time correctly. the real ones are doing that, so yeah i'm satisfied. 

For assignments... I don't really need to elaborate that much. I finished my assignments on my own without much help and handed it in early at 10am. that pretty much enhance my mood already; the feeling when you managed to answer the question on your own without help... is indescribable, but they're good. really good. you'll feel sooo... accomplished and touched. and i actually told myself "good job girl. good job."

now i'm encouraged to actually study for final exams! Ganbatte~!!!

And just when i thought it couldn't get any better...

i received a pm from a friend, and she mentioned about my gold bracelet. i instantaneously looked down at my right wrist... and noticed -as she had said- that my bracelet was gone! i must have dropped it somewhere!

Luckily, i mean seriously, luckily my friend told me that she found my bracelet lying on the ground, in her room. I immediately dashed off to find her and get my bracelet back. and thanked her profusely.

i don't know what i would have done if it had fallen off the road somewhere... i would never be able to find it, ever again. i immediately took her advice to heart and tied a string at my bracelet to hold both ends, so that they will stay tied even if they had somehow got unhooked. 

i don't think anything can ruin my great mood today! well except for... things. 

eh. whatever.

now... off to studying!

see you guys around! (^___^)

Hobbies..? Well i'm getting bored bored bored!

Hey again. I'm not really in the mood to type a new post, nor do I have any interesting story to tell, but wth. my hands are aching to type something. So here goes a short post.

These days I got bored pretty damn fast. Usually i have this hobby timing i would like to call; "Phases". very unimaginative i know. Anyway, these "Phases" usually include (not arranged orderly):

1. Watch Anime
2. Watch J//K/English drama
3. Watch movies
4. Read Novels
5. Read fanfictions
6. Write fanfictions
7. Play Games
8. Draw

so usually when i got bored of doing one thing, I would replace it with another hobby according to the mood. I'm almost always could be seen carrying out this activities when I'm alone. Time with friends doesn't count. But nowadays...

watch anime? pass.
dramas? pass.
movies? nah.
novels? ....nah.
fanfictions? getting bored... really fast.
writing? been getting writer's block more frequently.
games? no game to play here.
draw? maybe... but too lazy to do it.

so with that i'm left with... nothing to do. =.=

suggest something for me to do please. this is only a weekend - 2 day hols. i can barely imagine how i'm gonna fare at home with a month of holidays with nothing to do, or even worse, the 4 months holiday next year.

save me from boredom please. it's slowly killing me.

It's been quite awhile you alls~~

As the title above clearly stated... it's been quite a long while since i last updated this blog. reasons? only one. mainly... "Laziness". Wait. I should bold that. "LAZINESS" there you go, with capital letters to the touch.

Okay okay. No bashing please. These past few weeks (or months to be accurate, since it's almost November now) had been quite... hectic.

Okay i'm lying. It's not as hectic as in (i don't even have half an hour to write up a quick post!) kind of busy. heck, my roommie had updated more than 10 posts since i've been idle. Ehh.. what the hell. It's up to me when or when to update this bloggy thingy. Why do i have to apologize to you guys??

It has been brought to my attention that some of the readers have... difficulty.. in reading my posts since i wrote in paragraphs most of the time. scratch that. i'm writing in paragraphs even now. but meh.. i like to write in paragraphs better. and yes, my posts are usually long since i prefer 'quality over quantity'. meaning longs posts with long intervals of time instead of short posts and short intervals. each to their own preference i guess. but this is mostly due to how i write my stories.

yup. you read that right. I do write stories in my free time (another reason for not updating the blog! i kind of used all of my enthusiasm for writing and typing on the computer for my stories instead of blogs. mwahhahaa).

it's not really stories actually, more like fanfictions to be precise.. what!? you guys don't know what fanfiction is!??!?

Fanfiction - stories that are made up by the fans, based on the original characters of the show/book/anime with different plotlines and timeline, mostly fueled by their very own creativity. Go to www.fanfiction.net for more info. Lol.

that was from my personal 'Nino Dictionary'.

Yes, I'm blabbing. Love it or love it.

So anyway, I've been spending my time writing my own fanfictions of -Dun Dun Dun Dun!!!- Naruto!!! I demand for claps and applauses! -clap clap clap- thank you kind sir. So yeah. Naruto. Been writing stories for this anime since... 2005? though i'm actually a bad author 'cause i don't really update that much. i kind of left my stories -abandoned more like it- for AT LEAST a year. each story. Yup. Bad bad authoress I am. Mwahhahaa.

So now I kind of recovered my LOVE for fanfics and continued writing them. Though i always got this freaking annoying and deadly writer's block. It's a term for the doomnation of authors/authoress. seriously. the world would be happier without it.

Okay. Fanfic subtopic has ended. Will be studied further in more details in later posts.

Next.

Tests.

Ow, the freaking headache came with just a thought of that word! These past few weeks was a storm for students! Tests + Fever storm! Yeah, i caught a fever two nights ago, and joy oh joy 'cause i sat for tests -two of them. not one. TWO!!- with headache and the most annoying running nose ever. Used up a whole packet and a half of tissues during the test yesterday. You can only imagine how uncomfortable that was! Wiping off your nose again and again, barely concentrating on your tests. Though that could hardly be an excuse if i flunk these tests.

I remembered writing this memo in tiny writing at the back of my answer scripts.

"Have some mercy. Musim demam nih... (TT^TT)"

which literally translates:  "Have some mercy. It's fever season now (TT^TT)"

yes, complete with my (TT^TT) little drawing that stands for crying!! Sob3x!!

Moving on.

I don't care how long this post is. You're reading it if i want you to! No matter what!! -evil Nino has resurface- "Prepare for doom! Bow down maggots! Mwhahahaha"

Wow. I've always wanted to write that. Yeah. Write that. I'm not that evil to actually say that out loud to an innocent bystander out of the blue. That's just... cruel. Hoh. I guess I do have some goodness in me after all. :p

......... My room is a mess!!
I really really really really really really really really really really really really have to get to cleaning it soon! and by that i mean NOW!

So I guess I'll see you guys around. Somewhen... Sowewhere... Our fate and destiny shall cross paths again.

Over and out. For now. Pray that I shall write soon. (^___^)

The Truth about "NiNo"!!

A double update in a night - sort of. Mainly due to the fact that i found out i only posted 4 posts for this month so far, and my friend here... posted 24 posts. how WOW is that??

And not to mention that my mood had gotten waaaaay better after listening to 'If You're Not The One' repeatedly. Yup3. And that i'm bored. Extremely bored. =__=

Hence! I've decided to dedicate this post to reveal the truth behind my nickname; Nino!! (I've promised this since my earlier posts! >__< )

Once upon a time, in the land Tronoh so far away from developed cities of Ipoh, a new batch January 2009 had just entered the one of the most prominent university of engineering in the country. And, as the usual custom by any institutes, every student have a mandatory responsibility of attending the orientation week, which is know as MAS (Malaysian Airlines! - Not! XD) It actually stands for Minggu Aluan Siswa. English translation? Go Google it. Mwahahah.

The activities were quite fun and enjoyable. We were divided into platoons for activities and my platoon was Platoon C, Group C7 (which is, coincidentally, my old dorm number in MRSM. C7, yay! X3) So anyway, as a 'well-rounded' university, the facilitators and staffs of MAS decided to hold an activity that requires utmost teamwork; a 'Talent Night' that comprises of shows (drama, dancing performances, mime, etc...) that will be participated by all platoons. My platoon had draw Pantomime; a drama where the actors/actress does not speak, but someone else from behind the scene would read the lines instead.

And naturally, being someone that loves to act and perform in Theater (I am currently a member of 'famous' Tronoh Theater Shop in UTP (^____^) ) i had volunteered to act, and the only role that I got was a PBSM or a hospital/ambulan staff, in which the only scene that i got was to run in and helped an old injured and sick man. Since it's a pantomime, I have no dialogue at all. Hell, i won't still have a dialogue even if it's not a pantomime. I'm just a PBSM member, what dialogue would i have?

And so! My beloved friends (my coursemates and my roomie =) ) decided that they should give me their 'support', and they started to shout "Ninoninoninoninoninoninonino~~" which is supposed to be the ambulan's siren.

Somehow that name stuck, and i am still known as 'Nino' among my friends today. I guess it's a good thing they decided to shorten it. It could have been worse, maybe "Ninono" or "Ninoni" or just simply "Ninoninoninoninonino"  *shuddering at the thought*

And my nickname is 'Nino' forever and after~~

The End. (>___<)

What did you expect? There's just a simple story behind my nickname, and obviously it doesn't involve things like saving the world or fighting the villains as in movies and animes. Nope. I'm not a superhero and not planning to be one.

And there's no way i'm involved with 'El-Nino'. Nuh-uh. I'm just a normal human being that enjoys simplicity and normality.

P/S: A trivia about 'Nino'. In Spanish it actually means 'Boy'!! Found out when reading 'Bleach' manga. --> WTH!! (O__o)

If You're Not The One

Daniel Bedingfield - If You're Not The One

If you’re not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?

I’ll never know what the future brings
But I know you’re here with me now
We’ll make it through and I hope 

You are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you, then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me, then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through and I hope 

You are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong 

That it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart

And pray for the strength to stand today

‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms?

oOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoo

This is my favorite song ever since I could remember, and yes, despite being a Japanese addict, this song topped all my other favorite Japanese songs. This song is just special to me that way, though I can't really remember how that came to be. And none of my best friends actually know that I love this song. What can I say? I myself had forgotten about the title and the singer, only remembering bits of the lyrics and music. Now tell me how am I suppose to tell them what my favorite song is?

And don't ask me how I never searched for it in the internet before tonight, 'cause I don't really know the answer to that myself. I just had some inspiration to search for the song tonight, and BAM! I've been listening to this song repeatedly. Ask my roommate if you don't believe me. I had her listened to this song a few times... and it seems that she's enchanted with this song too. I do have high taste after all. *Snickers* Yeah right. High taste... Not. (=___=)

Anyway, I'm making it my mission to make this song my Caller Ringtone and possibly my Ringtone too, or any other devices or programs that could play MP3 for that matter. Mwahahhaha! Now this is what they call enraptured. Ngehehhe.. I've already embed it here in my blog... Now off to another step!

See ya guys~~

Shopping Madness

This saturday morning, i went on a shopping spree with my dear coursemate friends. This shopping "spree" is more accurately labeled as "madness" since... since i spent quite a *cough cough* large amount of money on 'em.

Some may say, "hey, spending a few hundreds isn't such a big deal" but for me it is, 'cause i rarely spent that much in one go (except for that one time back then when i was again, "shopping" with my friends). seriously, this kind of shopping shouldn't be legal! it's draining my money!!


but, what's done is done. i spent 'em and they ain't coming back no more. *waves pitifully at my imaginary money friends* 'goodbye my beloved money'. you want to know how much i spent? fine. it's close to half of 1k. that's actually really really a lot for us university students, and i promised myself that i'm not going out to shop ever again! (for this month at least). there's no way i can survive without new clothes and food. (=__=)

And here's a list of my new favorite items that i declare not regretting buying them cause they're just so damn adorable and i would have regret it  more if i didn't buy them. even if they were sort of expensive. (hey! one can't extinguish the flames of passion -man, how dramatic- and fanaticism -more like obsession to me- for things they love!)

iTeM number 1:

*squeals!* Kyaaa! It's a Kagamine Len (Vocaloid) doll!

Small it may be, but it's quite rare to find 'em in Malaysia! Clueless of what Vocaloid is? I'll tell you about 'em in the next post. =)

iTeM number 2:

This is a Kagamine Rin (Vocaloid) doll, a female twin of Kagamine Len. FYI, Len is a guy, and Rin is a girl. 

iTeM number 3:

A Hatsune Miku (Vocaloid) doll. Sort of a sister figure to the Kagamine Twins. 

iTeM number 4:

 A Sakine Meiko (Vocaloid) keychain. Meiko is the first Vocaloid produced, and this is the younger version of Meiko.

iTeM number 5:

 A Megurine Luka (Vocaloid) keychain. Luka is the third 02 Vocaloid in the series.

Sadly, there is neither doll nor keychain for a few other vocaloids like Kaito and Gakupo. I will try to search for them though! 

iTeM number 6:

It's a necklace with Allen Walker's (D.Gray-Man) cursed left hand as the pendant. This is actually pretty cool. 

And lastly....! Dun Dun Dun!!

iTeM number 7:

 A Lelouch Lamperouge a.k.a. Lelouch vi Brittania a.k.a. Zero (Code Geass) doll!! The ultimate badass genius and master planner behind everything! Love him! *squeals!!* i know i will sleep hugging this doll every night. hehehe....

I know some of you may think something along the line of "Why in the world did she bought them? These things are craps!!" but you know, i love all these things and bought them with my perfectly legal money, so back off. You should never go against someone's interest and passion, and mine just so happens to include Vocaloid and Animes. Get it? Good. And FYI, i did buy some other stuff like a slingbag, a novel, a few pair of shoes/sandals, and few more other stuff. But i figured, these things are pretty common, so why bother taking pictures of them and post them on the blog? You guys are going to see them on Monday anyway. It's better for me to post pictures of my favorite things that won't be brought out of my room. Right? Right. 

And next are several pictures of us 4 before going back to UTP.

Wow. They look so happy, especially with that Auntie Anne's Pretzel. XD

Pipah(left) & Zima(right)

Me holding several shopping bags. It doesn't look much, right? But believe me, i have my way of compressing and pack the things i bought into less number of plastic bags. Cheers for Big Apple. They're lovely. =)

I have no idea what Zima is trying to do. Ask her yourself. 

Pipah(left) & Zima(middle) & Me(right)

The smiling trio. Pipah(left) & Zima(middle) & Fadh(right)

P/S: The bags on the bottom-left are mine actually.

Pipah, Zima, Me, & Fadh.

And that's the end of my Shopping Madness report. The next agenda of my post should include the story behind my nickname Nino or the introduction to Vocaloid, which i'm sure the followers of my blog would need, since i would be mentioning Vocaloid quite often and seriously, it's not a nice feeling having to explain the same thing to several people again and again. (=.=)

That's it for now. See you guys later! =)

New blog, new post

Okay, so not many of you know that i used to own a blog before this, and really, it's not like i actually spread out the news of existence of my previous. i couldn't care less. =__= it's not like i updated the blog either. i last updated it like... more than a year ago? yup. i'm not much of an updater... but i hope that wouldn't be the case for this new one here.

and before any of you commented me on writing in english instead of malay, well, suck it. i write better in english than i do in malay, and i kind of express better in english though it's most of the time written in a say-formal- writing style. aa... i just hate being typo. i prefer writing correctly and as nerd as that make me sound, i am definitely not a geek. else i would have scored much higher and earn myself the honor of being dean's list. as it turned out, i didn't. get the honor of being one, i mean.

anddd.... as you can see, i pretty much mumble and rant a lot when i'm writing. and i haven't even introduce myself yet or tell any specific details on who i am. so here goes.

i'm a utp student and currently am studying in civil engineering course, in 1st year and 2nd semester. Name? most of you know that already. but those of you who don't, refer to me as Nino.

how'd i get that nickname? well that's a story for another time. too long to be told in this first introductory post. and so i will resume on introducing myself.

i am a japan-loving person though i am most definitely not one in body and blood. oh don't get me wrong, i am a patriot for my country -as patriotic as a university student that loves and adores other countries' culture and entertainment like japan and korea can be- but there's no law against adoring many things from other countries. hell, most of the people that i knew does that, so there's no criticizing  or singling me out alone.

i uh.. love animes and jdramas and jrpg. that's right. i'm sort of what japanese would call "an otaku" -some sort of crazy fan that's obsessed with animes and stuff- with the exception that i am most definitely not crazy and the fact that watching and loving animes are actually pretty usual around guys my age here. let me underline that. GUYS around my age. so yeah, seeing a girl that's interested and love animes are pretty weird to some, but it's not rare. of course, most girls prefer watching jdramas instead -for those of you who don't know what jdrama is, you seriously need to get on with the latest drama trend. it's a short of japanese drama- and kdramas -same thing, only korean- but i love both of them, animes and j/k-dramas alike. they're fun and much more nicer than -cough cough- malay dramas, which i think are most of the time pretty lame. but maybe some of you like malay dramas better. -shrug- well each to their opinions i guess.

and yes, i do play games. jrpg games to be exact -japanese role-playing game- like final fantasy series, suikoden, tales of series, and persona series. contrary to what most people believe, there are tonnes of girls playing games on playstations and computers all over the world. and yes, we do enjoy them and hate to be singled out as weird. hey, there ARE guys who loves to wear women's clothes and play makeup and all, but we all need to respect them regardless of how wrong it was. as i said, each to their opinions. they enjoy it, so just leave the hell of ém alone. games are fun and it's one of good past time aside from reading novels, so yeah i love them. got any problem with that?

i love to read as well, and most of the stuff i read are english, thus my visible interest in english more than in malay. i do however, speak mostly in malay. face it, writing skills and oral skills are two different, separate things. while i can write well in english, i sucks most of the time when speaking in english. i stutter and gagged and say stupid, inappropriate and most definitely wrong word sometimes-thanks goodness it's not ALL the time- so i prefer speaking in malay. yep. woe is me.

i listen to japanese songs most of the time, and i have around 2400 songs in my iTunes all of 'em japanese and some game or anime or drama soundtracks. so yeah i don't usually listen to english songs, but it's not like they're bad or something. they're nice and all, but i just opt for japanese all the time. ^___^ korean songs are quite nice too, but i don't have any of korean songs in my itunes.

i don't have any specific genre of songs that i love, but i prefer them depending on my mood. sometimes i'm up to upbeat and fast songs, sometimes it's just nice to listen to slow and pretty and melodious songs especially when it's raining and it's all dark out. i'm not an emo, but you have to admit it's pretty relaxing and calming when all you're doing is lying on the bed and listen to slow songs while it's raining harmoniously outside. you have got to try that if you haven't already. and switch off the lights while you're at it, it boosts the mood tremendously.

there are plenty more stuff that i can write here in this post about me and my interests, but i think i should stop now. it's pretty lengthy for the first post anyway. i shall continue some other time, and believe me when i say i'll try. to write. and post. soon. =.= see ya.